Frakkin' Cap [18SEP08, Day 275]

新帽子，新衣服。用力，大力，奮力，暴力地，活一個新的樣子。踏破布鞋找不到一件夠Hi的T-shirt，很挫敗，所以偷跑去看《花吃了那女孩》，在絕色，兩百六十塊大洋。即使戲院的空調噴著難以入戲的寒氣，最後還是難逃被坑殺的命運；她是一個暴乳小妹，她打鬧裝熟，她行雲流水，我帶走了兩面穿的黃色T-shirt，七百塊大洋。有那麼點後悔，也許不久我也會開始網拍。D'oh!

不過Homer那頂帽子我還蠻愛的，四百塊大洋。現在，我也沒錢看表演了，再見了，林懷民和他的花語，還有巴哈的無伴奏大提琴協奏曲，我們來世再會。慢慢世俗起來，是好事吧？



Meredith可以是一個很妙的朋友。"Ma ma se, ma ma sa,..." 她瞪大眼睛看著我，不敢相信兩張嘴裡唱著同一段30年前的超級單曲；那段經典的Indian chanting，能字句不差地跟上，大概就眼前這人了。她從紐西蘭回來，可身上沒有一點草味、羊味，反而一身金色全露背的洋裝讓周圍的空氣染了色。大方不扭捏，又是一個愛好Taquila車輪戰的女孩。好強又自知分寸，無愧百萬名車業務員的身分。現在我不記得後一個擁抱（還是親吻？），我甚至想不起來她的臉。不強調，不重要。

那是一個有趣的晚上，她的皮膚光滑柔嫩。記得這樣就很夠了，是不？只要今晚在夢裡能安穩，不是一直，找，那麼一切都好，都夠，都值得。《花吃了那女孩》的音樂，美到「耳朵流油」，

Frakkin' Hell [17SEP08, Day 274]

"I'll see you in hell."

Joanna Cassidy在「六呎風雲」最精準、最豐富的演出之一，妙趣橫生，我一看再看，欲罷不能。

Frakkin' Night Life - Pasual [17SEP08, Day 274] (Intoxicated Version)

How many parties do I need to numb my body and mind? How many stamps do I need on my wrist to kill that all sensitive soul? How many hugs, how many kisses, how many dances do I need to turn that idealist into a total jerk?

When is this party thing gonna burn that good all movie guy to ashes? I have no wish to keep that decent soul in me.This party thing is exhausting. Some one, please, kill that soul and leave me nothing but a breath. God, a new life and a new soul, please. I'm sure it's not too much to ask from you.

I wanna cry.

You're back, but why? Should I ask, or should I keep my elegant but useless silence?

Tomorrow night, may all hell will break loose. Let me shed the crazy tears. For what? I'm not sure I have answer to that.

Frakkin' Desktop [16SEP08, Day 273]

這是寢室辦公桌的一角；我只能說，這房間越來越有我的風格了。:D 洗澡去。Let's paint the town.

Frakkin' Night Life - LAVA [05SEP08, Day 262] (Intoxicated Version)

Eva, Charlotte, and Sharon. Those are the kisses I remember. You lovely girls really made the night less boring, a little more worthy of memory. Phibie, how could you and your friend disappear just without a trace just like that? You were the most lovely among all for tonight.

There's one thing I learned tonight: Raptors tend to show up after 2:30. Raptors can be crossing sexual limits. I saw THREE short and fat, ugly and annoying Tom boys kidnaped my target. They are exactly the kind that one would consider as playing with themselves under the best condition. Boomer! It's wrong! They are Raptors! They lock on something and they took it away right and enjoy it right in front of you. It's never elegant. It's never graceful. But it frakkin' works.

French girl Charlotte and Lily, thank you for the Happy Birthday song, and of course, the lovely kiss. You people actually enlightened the night a little bit. As for Eva, what can I say, you made the night.

I missed you, everyday. No matter where I am. Even when a chick was robbing my body with her breast, listen, kido, nothing could stop me from missing you. I am not happy with that.

Frakkin' Night Life - 9% and WAX [04SEP08, Day 261]

Ladies' Night is a mistake, a frakkin' mistake. The room was packed. So sorry people, no girl story this week. BTW, this is the third time in a row I heard "Umbrella" in a club. Here's another version of it. Oh, guess what... I'm hanging out with a bunch of high school chicks later tonight. Wish me luck.

Frakkin' Holding On [02SEP08, Day 259]

錄音室的衛生加工版可以一邊兒去了。

我會努力丟球，強迫自己每天至少吃一頓飯，尋找不同的力量讓我向宵夜和外賣說不。下午三點四十八分，我想睡了。棒球和夜生活和我，最近上演一場老友重逢；二十七歲身體還能跟這些損友再混個幾年。我和吉他手正密謀一個「完全爛咖計畫」，天下沒有「玩太大」這回事。我也可埋頭唸書，從《羅麗泰》到《賴英照說法--從內線交易到企業社會責任》，從Eisenstein到Einstine，從龍應台到毛澤東。

能搔到癢處的，來者不拒。就是一條書蟲，一尾爛咖，也強過賤比糟糠的舊情人。