Learn to "Frak"

Before any reading, one should learn to "Frak."

Frakkin' Deal

MM: 如果有一天
Frakr: ?
MM: 我被世界抓走了
MM: 請大喊著把我抓回來
Frakr: 這是我們的約定嗎？
MM: 是
Frakr: 好，我答應你。
Frakr: 如果你被世界抓走了，我到處敲羅打鼓扯破喉嚨喊著你。好嗎？
MM: OK

You got a deal. Even though...

Frakkin' Bye.

There were days when Galactica was just old-fashioned but not old. Today the grand nanny was too old even to jump. How far we've come! From Ragnar to Earth, from enemies to alliance. The story was one of the greatest that might deserve the privilege to begin without an end. They are not coming back, and none of them ever will. The sadness could be so heavy that I believe I haven't started getting any taste of it. Just overwhelmed by the undeniable truth and being haunting by the illusion as if I'm still waiting for the series finale to be downloaded...

Frakkin' Hide

她永遠坐在安全距離之外，遠遠背對著那些她做過的事。她覺得轉頭，可以找到新方向，那個連她都不認識的自己，會識趣地讓她平靜地開始新生活。我不曉得有這等好康的事。Adama這樣說：

"We refuse to accept the responsibility for anything that we've done.... We comforted ourselves in the knowledge that it really wasn't our fault. Not really. You cannot play God then wash your hands of the things you've created. Sooner or later, the day comes, when you can't hide from the things that you've done anymore."

「我們拒絕為自己做的事負責。…我們自我安慰，認為那些都不是我們的錯，不完全是。你不能扮演上帝創造萬物，然後號稱金盆洗手而一走了之。遲早會有一天，你再也無法逃避那些你幹過的好事。」

一聲道別，慢慢說。我沒法假裝什麼都沒發生，去享受這段誰也不必負責的關係，儘管我們協議在先。並不是因為我會重新愛上她，而是逃避再逃避的她，已經不再可愛。我看見清純可人的外表裡面，住著世故的癌。

Frakkin' Sensitive

終於靜下來，可眼皮也沈下來了。Dickson的詩太難讀，我這個老台北難以理解她和大自然的你儂我儂。既然不為美殉身，就來理所當然地搗蛋。二月底在華山藝文中心有一個電影人相互取暖的派對，插不上話又擠不進小圈圈的我，憤憤不平地拿了這本搗蛋詩集來抵兩百塊的門票錢：A Light in the Attic，Shel Silverstein著。

This Bridge

This bridge will only take you halfway there
To those mysterious lands you long to see:
Through gypsy camps and swirling Arab fairs
And moonlit woods where unicorns run free.
So come and walk awhile with me and share
The twisting trails and wondrous world I've known
But this bridge will only take you halfway there-
The last few steps you'll have to take alone.

搗蛋的小詩很好讀，也偷了我的台詞。

Frakkin' Google Adsense

為什麼我的部落會出現「情緒管理」的廣告呢？這裡頭是不是有一句潛台詞在說，「來這裡的人都有問題…。」Google總是到處嚷嚷著「精準打擊眼球」的口號（聽起來有點痛？），於是我真的越想，越不服氣。別無他法，只好抱怨。

結論是，Google那些千萬顆CPU的運算能量，還真的，不是蓋的。我是個有嚴重心智問題的人。還有，心理醫生可以準備歇業改行了，因為以後會有一種東西叫做Google Shrink。

Frakkin' Missed Here

好久沒有回來，很想念這裡的自在、隱密。這裡像一個家，我可以把西裝外套順手一扔，腳上還穿著臭襪子和髒兮兮的牛仔褲，把身體往床上，像扔外套一樣地扔進彈簧床的凹陷。這個房子可以沒有女主人，但腦袋裡得有個可以直接撥號的號碼。話筒裡如果傳來「扁扁的」呼吸聲，就證明有人在乎這一切。證明世間有平安。

All Along The Watchtower, written by Bob Dylan

There must be some kind of way out of here
Said the joker to the thief
There's too much confusion
I cant get no relief
Businessman they drink my wine
Plow men dig my earth
None will level on the line
Nobody of it is worth

No reason to get excited
The thief he kindly spoke
There are many here among us
Who feel that life is but a joke but uh
But you and I have been through that
And this is not our fate
So let us not talk falsely now
The hours getting late

All along the watchtower
Princes kept the view
While all the women came and went
Bare-foot servants to, but huh
Outside in the cold distance
A wild cat did growl
Two riders were approachin
And the wind began to howl

All along the watchtower
Hear you sing around the watch
Gotta beware gotta beware I will

All along the watchtower
ps. 西裝外套加牛仔褲是我最端莊的模樣了，別嫌。聲音真的有扁有厚。